I feel alone.
I have freinds, some of which dont help me with this lonelyness.
The beast that eats me alive, tearing my very soul and heart piece by piece.
It hurts.
I dont even understand why i feel sad, i have good freinds, and a good life that others would kill to have.
The Thought makes my lonelyness be joined by hatred towards myself.
Only writing words that describe the beast, seems to suppress it.
I still feel it lingering, watching what i think of it.
I hate it when it breaks me, makes me shed tears that i cannot hide. Over somthing that i thought i had gotten over.
I soon realize with ache that i am mistaken.
I cry, thinkin